My H and I never separated. Somehow, with me praying a lot, and trying to do all the things that I could to show him I care, even though I was having constant panic attacks, with chest pains, like you are having, I hid that, went to counseling to help, and found lots of books to help. One little book I found was "How To Save Your Marriage Alone". I kept that little book in my purse at all times. I wrote good bits of advice on every blank space in it. I followed that advice, and I did not give up. I still treasure that little book. I won't say 100 percent that our M is saved, I feel it is 85 to 90 percent. He still has not completely earned my trust, but it is getting better. I wanted to be a better person, not only for me, but because God wants me to be. I had to REALLY change.
