So, H took S out for his bday. It was just another difficult thing - doing these separate celebrations just break my heart. S said he has cried a couple times over the last few days - just missing the way we were.

Ugh......how can H walk around like he has never been happier - so at peace. I know, I know the answer I just have to say it!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time