First off, I want to thank every one of you for taking the time to post to my thread. I appreciate all the advice.
My decision is all the more difficult because, as dmod has pointed out, what I'm doing is working. Granted, the little squirrel isn't eating out of my hands, yet, but she keeps getting closer (DB works). She truly has been the most thoughtful cheating wife a guy could ask for. For Example, she called me from PriceMart (think CostCo) the other day to ask me if I needed anything. She not only made the purchases for me, but also delivered them to my house. Then on Saturday (before her date) she helped me clean the garage.
It's all very confusing when your the one who is living in it. I suppose it depends on your perspective. When I here Edmond Dantes' story I have to laugh at myself. Is that what I'm doing? Oh my God!
My adrenal system is certainly working overtime. My life feels like the car chase seen of a Hollywood movie (24hrs a day). The question is, would it get any better if I stopped seeing her? Wouldn't I still be thinking about her with OM anyway? I guess if I knew, for certain, that I could heel faster without her around; it would influence my decision.
