Haven't read the books yet. I'll definately start soon.
He keeps sending me mms saying he misses me and loves me, but always at the start or end of the day ( i.e when he's not with her) does he think I'm that stupid? I haven't replied to any of his messages over the last couple of days. Don't see the point. I want him to know I still care, but he still knows that right? He just wants to know he still has me dangling off a string.

Was reading some of courageous wife previous posts. I couldn't agree more re: not knowing why you still try and whether the guy you are trying to get back is worth it anymore. Too much pain and hurt to just forget. It's like his evil twin has kidnapped him and taken over his place. This isn't the sweet big hearted guy I married. This man has a heart of stone,