WAW.. wow #2

[Pensacolabroken]

Her Christmas party was nothing big. She is the life of the work place, miss sunbeam and everyone loves her. Of course her office mates, looked at me like i was the biggest SOB in town, because they only got her side of the story about why she wanted to Divorce and none of them know about her EA with the OM. So anyways, we sat with a group of friends, wife flittered off to mingle often leaving me at the table sober (I was the Des Driver) and alone. What a picture I must have looked like. Wife also showed NO affection, no public display of handholding or arm around each other nothing.. drove home, she asked how I liked the party, I replied "fine" she could tell I was avoiding the topic and I tried to tell her to let it go, then she demanded the truth, so I told her I felt like she probably would have enjoyed going without me, since I she did not interact with me or even show the me the respect of acknowledging I was there other then the occasional can you go get me a drink..

She said she didnt realize that she did that and apologized.

She also made it a point to tell me that it was important her work friends see we are still together and that demonstrates she is committed? (WTH?)

I have let it go..

Yesterday and today have been pretty mellow. She sent me a txt telling me she realizes I am trying and she can see that I am...

whatever. I am starting to grow tired of being the only one who is demonstrating committment.

We will see. I am headed back to my Job in Mississippi this afternoon after we go to lunch and I intend to continue my minimal email txt phones...