Not ready, I am only saying that my wife met me at the airport and told me she wanted a divorce, I did all the things most have done, begged, whined pleaded, cried, blah blah.. it was only after I accepted her desire to divorce, and I started moving in my own direction, getting my life and planning and preparing for one without her, that she came to me. Then of course I blew it a couple of weeks ago, but we are still married, still wearing rings and still sleeping in the same bed saying I love you each night..
it is not an easy road and you only have to look at some of our situations to see the path you have to follow. It [censored] everyday for me as well and you are not alone.
I recommend you let go of the fear. That is the thing I think I have the most trouble with. I feel it is transferrable and the WAW will run from it.. so stop transmitting, GAL and be prepared to move on.. she may suprise you.
M:42 W:39 S:9 M:20 T:25 D-bomb: 30 Sep 10 Wife changed her mind: 31 Oct 10 Working on it: 31 Oct 10