It'a All About Me

[Sanderika]

Hi hope,

Thank you for responding.

Counseling is not an option for my H. H is one of those who doesn't believe in it and furthermore would never discuss his personal thoughts and private matters with a stranger.

I cannot suggest this.

I invited H for lunch yesterday. He accepted. We had a wonderful afternoon together. We talked a little bit. But mostly enjoyed spending some time together. I do believe that he really loves me. I am thinking that for the first time in a long time he is really able to explore a possible rekindling.
He is very comfortable around me. He enjoys conversation with me. He actually has a twinkle in his eye when he sees me.

I still am not sure what to do about tomorrow. My instinct is telling me to go to the mediation and simply state that nothing will happen due to the fact that H is not there. I am not going to mediate without his representation of himself.

I am not going to go in there an tell them to give me everything including a quick divorce. I don't want the divorce. I don't think H wants a divorce, he just hasn't admitted it yet.

Thank you,

Sanderika