Help save my WAW

[NotReadyToQuit]

I just don't get the reason for the sudden change. The sad thing is, her moods still affect me tremendously. Even though she hasn't shown me any love for a long time, and doesn't even treat me like an acquaintance, I still can't get myself to leave. How pathetic is that? Maybe I'm still holding out hope, maybe I'm embarrassed to ask any friends or my parents if I can crash there for a while.

Man, just reading this I sound like a whiny pushover. Not a man at all. This is disgusting. I desperately need to get some help and GAL.