He got 'what he wanted'...he got a divorce, he is free of me. He is apparently still seeing his pretty, younger affair partner. He makes a lot of money. And yet he is miserable.
I really wish he could win the lottery and buy back the piece of the farm. Then I could see if that would actually make him happy. Right now he can carry that excuse around with him, that he is so miserable bc he will never have his dream...
I know we won't get back together. And I am coming to terms with that more and more. His attitude helps in that arena, for sure. But I just wish we could coparent and be a team for the kids. What is frustrating is that sometimes we can. I mean, we just went to see Santa together last Sunday, and walked around the bookstore together after. The kids love when we can do that stuff once in awhile. Then today he is back to crabby Dan. Ugh.
