THANK YOU - THANK YOU this was sightful. I am sorry you are going through this.

At this time he denies OW but I am not so sure - who would admit it right?

The conversations make me not think "we are over" and do give me false hope which is why I am having a hard time with it - plus because he says he wants to be my friend I think he is having his cake and eat it too.

I want to be his friend when we dont talk I just miss him so much inside it hurts - and I am not just saying that. But if he is still pushing for a divorce I am so afraid of hurting myself because I am filled with false hope, is detachment in the book? I dont why but I still dont understand it