This is almost the same post you've been putting up since you've been here. Get some help. Besides that counselor, maybe you should see a specialist. Do you have other friends aside from your tennis one?
Go out and have fun with your son. Start living. I don't know what it's going to take to get through to you. Do you really like being miserable for 3 years?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
