i am feeling very sad. I think h and other woman are getting closer than ever, living together. I think what i did the first time he left worked better because i was talking to him often and calling and ruining there fun together and he came home for 2 yrs.. I feel by leaving them alone they are just having a great life together and she is really getting her hooks in him. I dont have any support system right now either except my counselor. my tennis friend never calls, my sister is busy with her new boyfriend, my mother and i arent speaking. I feel very alone. I went to the monastery last night for a service that i really enjoyed.
