we have had a few times where we smiled at one another, said jokes and goofily laughed. we have not had any yelling at one another, so i think that is progress.

i think i should just keep things like this for another week, then go dark over the holidays, i'm off for 2 weeks.

he's not much of a planner and so him asking about the holidays probably won't happen. ive taken this attitude, he wants out it is he that will have to modify is schedule, his beliefs everything, me and my children are a family with or without them.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline