Thank you, I have never been so profoundly sad. He really thinks he has something with this woman, she is a nutcase and has targeted him from day one. I warned him and he disregarded me. I appreciate the advice about the d. I am so torn over custody. He wants 50/50, I do not. I want them here as much as possible during the school week and said we could change it up over the summer but felt the consistency was necessary. He will not budge. I am lucky he wants to be a part of their lives like that, some men dont but I am afraid they will feel like ping pong balls. Anyway, I am very afraid of what this process will do and need, need, need to detach. I have to have a fix everyday of some sort even if it is negative, which it usually is. I want to hate him so bad but cant. I just wish I was not so sad and could gal. I am such an introvert so this is so hard. Thank you again
Me 38 H 39 T 22years M 15years DS 14, DS 12, DD 6 Bomb 3/2010 h's 39th bday "Temporarily" Separated 6/7/10 H EA cant let myself believe anything more. H files 10/10
