I thought I may have been ok with that one... Back to the drawing board.
Today I took D6 Christmas caroling with her Girl Scout troop. What a special moment we shared. They sang at an assisted living facility. It was very touching to see all the elderly eyes light up and sing with them. I could tell for some of them the world around them faded away as they focused and sang with those beautiful girls. An old man got up and said I would like to sing something for you girls. A deep shaky, but great voice as he sang Oh Holy Night. Wonderful... Powerful! So me and my first born had a rare chance to spend the evening alone together, laughing and eating cookies. She was still on top of the world as I put her to bed and kissed her goodnight.