What absolutely awesome advice! Thank you for taking the time to find that!
Each day is certainly interesting and brings its own challenges. Never in all the years have we been together has he not kissed me goodbye even through all the drama. Today he walked out without kissing me. It seems that he keeps trying to up the ante on his complete coldness. Some days I really feel sorry for him. I know that sounds crazy, but it just seems like so much work to hold all of that resentment and unforgiveness. He's normally just the opposite. Last night he went out for drinks with people from work. One of whom is a guy who spent a year trying to destroy H's reputation at work. All is well with that guy. But me? His wife? Well, I get the bitterness. It just isn't right. But beyond that, it really seems he expends a lot of energy trying to figure out new ways to make sure I know he's miserable around me. Just seems like a lot of work and at the end of the day, I can't imagine he feels good about himself.
I need to get out this weekend. I got invited out. Problem is that I am battling a major cold and am barely keeping my head up at work. Ugh...
Have a great day all of you. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
