WAW.. wow #2

[Pensacolabroken]

Some movement this morning.. she is less cold than before. We talked for a while this morning just lying in bed.. I used the swimming pool as a metaphor. I am in the deep end treading water telling my W the water is fine and jump in! Hell Cannonball and commit to making the marriage better than before.. she said.. "I am sitting on the side with my legs in the water. I am not ready to Cannonball".

So there we have it. I am going to "Act as If" she can come along and sit on the side of the pool.

Her Christmas party tonight.

I checked her cell phone. No sign of OM at all. I pretty sure that is history. I do notice a lot of office friends text messages etc.. nothing specific to one person, just her support structure. Still pisses me off she makes the time to be friendly and txt her office mates, and I beg for any email or txt like a dog for a bone.. or at least I did before...