Yep, it is the 'stuff' and the finality of the D that I am worried will get in the way. I think I am about as detached as I can be at the moment. The final paper acknowledging the D is going to affect me no matter when in happens.

That is where I struggle.

If it is going to happen no matter what, by all means, have it done and over. If there is a chance of things working out, I can always take boards again and can get a job without passing.

If anyone is not using their crystal ball right now, may I borrow it?

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."