Working on acceptance and forgiveness

[AntoniaB]

And I just want to reiterate: I had NO EXPECTATIONS OF GOOD COMMENTS about my giving him this album. I wanted to do so to signify MY release of the past.

I hoped that if anything, he would say NOTHING.

I didn't expect at all that he would "doubt my sincerity." I put so much emotion and thought into writing the letter which, for the first time ever, said that I was only wanting to "forgive" him and "release" him. I never expected he'd say he "doubted my sincerity." That hurts. I know, I KNOW, my heart was in the right place, and I never did anything in my life to suggest anything different, and here he is acting like I'm the one who can't be trusted.