"Maybe its just me but why can't I shake my gut feeling my w has om. There is no evidence to prove it just a feeling I can't shake."
That's alot of your insecurity talking. Weren't you jealous if your W talked to people even before this happened? Plus after you had your As you probably thought that she would be the same as you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.