I'm going to keep posting in the hopes that someone sees this. I'm so scared and so alone and I'm not sure what to do.
He came over last night and after reading some threads here I tried to take advice. He was only coming to get some clothes but I had myself looking nice. I answered the door with a smile. I had dinner made (for myself but enough to share) and I tried to be upbeat and not talk about the relationship. He lingered longer than usual. Talked nicely to me. Sat down for dinner and when he left he hugged me longer and kissed me on the cheek near my mouth.
He said he loved me (which he has never stopped but I think he just wants me to be is best friend) and then blew kisses as he was leaving. I sent him with leftovers in the hopes that he would think of me again in a positive way again today.
PS. is there anyway to edit out the friend's name in my first post where he was going to stay? I don't want to be found.
