Drew has it right. Quite frankly you don't know what your H is thinking, so don't bother. It's all part of detachment. It's the reason why even couples who reconcile go through a period of "false" reconciliations. The WAS starts thinking that they want to stay one minute, then they start panicking again and leave again. Anticipate this happening. It makes it easier to accept when it does happen.
He's re-evaluating everything just as you have been doing. He's deciding what is the "right" decision for him, same as you. If you start agreeing with having him out of your life, then he'll start wondering why.
But as was mentioned before. Control your own actions and thoughts because you can't control or assume to know what his are. What is going to be your next plan of action?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
