Thanks! Well last night was a doozy in terms of getting no sleep. I was pissed off all night and then woke up early to come to work. I had decided last night...."screw him" (not literally of course..haha) I'm not even going to mention the counseling appointment again. So I left and then changed me mind and thought to myself...I will give this one more shot..and if he doesn't respond I am going to proceed immediately with a divorce. So I called him and told him "I'm going to the counseling appointment today with you or without you...it's up to you". He said "is it the sex appointment?" I said yes and he said "I'll go....I'm looking forward to it so we can mend this". My response was "I hope so".
Soooo..I'm not going to expect much because when I do I end up disappointed. He frequently has one attitude about things and then as time passess he changes his mind. It will be interesting to see what his mood is when I pick him up.