Confused

[rangerphan]

I am so thankful I found this site. I've learned so much by reading all of the other threads and the advice that has been given to me and to others.

Well I got home from work on Tuesday and the family and I were on our way out to dinner and the W told me she wants to work on our M and give it 100%. I told her that I would do the same. She did acknowledge the positive changes she has seen in me and believes that we can work through our issues. I told her I realize the mistakes that I have made in our M and would work harder than ever to never make them again. She told me she was sorry for what she has done and wants to repair our R so it doesn't happen again. I can't tell you how happy that conversation made me but didn't let her see just how much.

She does have a meeting today with her L today that has been scheduled for a few weeks. I did not want to tell her not to go because that is what I would have done in the past. I think she just wants to hear what they have to say. I have been in contact with my L and told them we might try to work on things. They told me they we just need a letter from me stating that we would like to put the D proceedings on hold. We will continue our weekly meetings with our MC and will start going to church every week. I think we're ready to start piecing this M back together.

Thank you all so much.