Thx! Though there has been no contact now for 2 weeks I am sure she is probably in more pain then I am. Knowing her, guilt is eating her up and depression is ruling her decision making process.
I am finding that even though I mourn the loss of our R and M, I do not miss the up and downs. It has brought a certain measure of peace though there are days that a flood of guilt comes over me in what I might have done better or how she is doing.
She has withdrawn from our kids and will take NO responsibility for our S27 who also has a mental illness. Truthfully, when a gal I saw 3 weeks ago who went through a recent D talked with me yesterday I was quite flattered she was interested.
Life will go on, and at some point I will be okay.
