Hi Andylee - How did it go today? Maybe you could work out your work schedule and visitation ahead of time for the week and then try the 3 day thing? I am trying the 3 day thing now and today was tougher then ever since its one month today he moved in with his mom's house. Funny he emails me all day like we are best friends or like we use to do when we were at a good place in our marriage- I dont know what to do. If I entertain we can chat via email all day - I think he thinks we are best friends. Argh... I hate all of this. I have also been letting my son sleep in my bed because he is having a hard time and now I worry about that. The last thing I want to do is mess up my babies habits/schedule. Both them cried last night off and on and I was exhausted.
I worked part-time but now am working a second job to make ends meet - he always wanted me to stay home so this is weird.
I think my goal for tomorrow is not to talk about the big seperation or H MLC.... I said today I wasnt going to cry and I ended up fighting tears more then ever... not a good day at work.
I am seeing a therpist and a coach here on the website
