I am feeling great, all coughing aside of course...
Not sure what it is, but I feel just content. But more than content, I don't know how to describe it. I am singing all the time, light hearted and joking, etc.
Actually, I just realized what it is. I am BBJ again. I don't know when it happened, but I got me back! Wow...
Only I am an older, wiser, more mature me. But with the playfulness and sassy spirit back. And I want to keep it that way!
I am more detached though I have my moments. I was even able to joke with Dan Monday night at basketball practice when he won a free throw contest for the parents. Then yesterday he texted asking what the spring break dates were. Immediately my mind went to "He and ow are getting married and he wants the kids there"... Yeah, I know that is jumping to conclusions. But after about two seconds, I thought "So what if they are? Not my business, not my problem." My only concern would be that the kids made the transition ok. I have found that imagining 'the worst' makes things more manageable...
But I really don't spend much time thinking about Dan. And I have to say that seems to bother him!
Just in a really, really good place and enjoying it.
