I know you're strong enough for this even though it totally stinks. You've made strides in finally stopping on focusing on the R. Focus on YOU. Keep the focus on YOU. You know there is room for improvement. Figure out what you need to do FOR YOU, and do it. That'll keep you occupied enough to forget some good looking dude from some far away land!
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11
