Help save my WAW

[NotReadyToQuit]

So we had a pretty good day/night yesterday. My W had her annual bone marrow biopsy and spent the rest of the day laying on the couch at her parents house (as she does after every test). Around lunchtime, I stopped by to see how she was doing and brought her her favorite drink. She was in good spirits and seemed happy to see me, even hugged me at the door and a couple times more when I left. Now I know I can't read anything in to this because she had taken a mild sedative to relax for the procedure, so she was probably not fully herself. Anyways, she was glad to see me.

She asked me if I would pick her up later on and so I did. She had to leave town today for work, so she had some packing to do. She asked me if I would lay on the bed while she packed because she had a couple outfits to try-on and wanted my opinion. I figured it was probably just to distract the dog so she could pack, but whatever. I hung out with her while she packed and she tried clothes and asked my opinions. She had no problem undressing and changing in front of me (good sign? no sign?), even getting naked. To me, this seemed like a good sign. If I was just a "friend," wouldn't she be at least a little more modest around me? She doesn't seem to be uncomfortable around me at all.

Anyways, just wanted to give an update and share my constant confusion. I'm still trying everyday to avoid R talk and talk of the future, and so far so good. I don't know how much longer that will last though. Especially with the holidays coming up.

I am interested in some feedback on whether these are positive signs or not. I keep going back and forth. Is she subconsciously still holding on, or has she let go and I'm now just a friend? Also, is there anything to do about this, or just keep GAL and acting like I'm fine?