Last night H came over to take D16 driving and I fixed dinner for us. We had a good dinner and he stayed for about 30 mins after dinner. I still felt awkward with him after the whole texting incident. As he was leaving I walked out with him and stated I wanted us to be friends and stay in contact daily would that be okay with him. He asks. "So, it's okay if I text you?" I said yes, it would be great if he would initiate some of the conversations we have. I told him there is no reason he should not feel comfortable texting, calling or emailing me if he needs to communicate with me. I told him, I was not mad, angry or hostile and wanted to rebuild our friendship. He has not initiated any contact today. D and I are going to go run some errands after school today and I so badly want to invite him to meet us out for dinner. I just don't know if that would be pursuing or if he will just see it as dinner with us, which is really what it is, nothing else. UGH!! I have to remind myself baby steps!!!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
