HELP!!

I feel like I just can not take the daily rejection and "come here go away"messages from H. I know he continues to carry on with OW and yet I let him stay here in the home. I still want to try to save our marriage but no amount of GAL or letting go helps my feelings of betrayal and my feelings of being disrespected - it's in my face daily!

HELP!! I really feel like I just want to throw in the towel right now.


M9+ T 11+
Me42 H44
2 kids under 5
IlYBNILWY -3/10
A discovered late 8/10
H moved out early 9/10 - back two weeks later
"Taking a Break" - H moves out 1/2/10