It's not over till it's over right?

[awest1217]

Really just do what is best for you. I completely understand how you feel. I still feel that H has a lot of power with me and S as well, but it is starting to fade. At the beginning, I did feel completely powerless because all of this was happening to me and I couldn't stop it, he could.

I really do understand where you are at and sympathize for you, but it will get better. Just keep doing what you feel is best.