OW makes H feel special, upbeat. And thats why its hard to stay away. Its an addiciton.

I have bad news, my H broke NC with OW today on the pretext of work/logistical issue. I had the feeling he couldn't stand it anymore and was doing the "blame" thing again on me to justify. When that comes up, I know its a huge step back.

I feel all the more like giving up! But I won't be the bad guy. Repeat that like a matra..... I will read the thread you di.


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go