"she is the most beautiful and precious thing in the world to me."

After your A that's what you should have told and acted to show her. Constantly.

Right now do simple actions here and there. She needs time and space. Let your positive changes show and DO NOT backslide.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER