Journaling,

Just got back from my IC. It was great to see her again. After stating all of my fears about how this whole trauma will affect me in future relationships, she reminded me that I am the one getting healthy. I am the one looking inward. 'Health attracts health' were her words.

I am strongly thinking about going on a mission with the church I have been attending. Last week of June, a group of people go to an orphanage in Mexico, you raise your own money to go. What you get back from the experience seems priceless. I need something big to work toward, plan for. Just a little worried how I will do this and not freak out about taking a week off from studying for boards.


(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."