Bworl, thanks for the post. I understand all you posted, and trust me, I will take your advice to heart.

Mr.Bond, you are spot on again.

I don't know why I slip into these moods. I know what I need to do, it's getting there.

I need all the advice, wisdom, 2X4's i can get.

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"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?"
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