Pie, I just wanted to say that I really appreciate your posts today. Sometimes I get to wondering why I'm still here, long past any 'deadline' I set when this started.
I wonder too - should I go find someone new and just start over? But I know that I have only begun my 'work' and I would only end up getting hurt. More than likely I would hurt someone else too.
For now, I know I'm not ready for any R, not even one with my own H. I still love my H and want him to come home, but I need space from him right now. I need time to heal and pick up the pieces.
