Originally Posted By: gutwrenching
I am just not sure,

This is why you need to enact the 48 hr rule.

There are "others" who are advisely me strongly, stand-up and call her bluff.

It is your life you, this is an option...[/color]

We are certainly back to ground zero. PEA rush is high now. Its as if the affair never ended. Back to day 0.

Are you truly? Cuz I don't remember her being will to see a MC...

And mentally and emotionally it is taking its toll.

I know, it is obvious. You don't deserve this. BUT, I think you have come so far whether it feels like it right now or not.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."