Thanks Mr.Bond. I'm thinking the holidays are what's getting me down, the time lost with my kids....now when I have them, we have a blast, but I find myself feeling sorry for me because I don't have them 24/7.

At this point, I just want off this rollercoaster (if you can call it that). When she left July 4th, she never looked back. I wonder how much time I wasted with a woman who never really cared about me, you just don't fall out of love and act like this in a snap of your fingers.

You are right, I didn't try everything, but it isn't going to matter what I try...she is done, I've accepted that (mostly). I can't accept the role of a part time Dad.


M-38
W-37
T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999)
S-5
S-2
Wife left 7/4/2010

"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?"
— Henry Rollins