I am just not sure, I'm not going to sugar coat it. She agreed once before to C, but that was just to fill a square and get me off her back. If you had read the crap I have between them the last 24 hours, no so sure...

There are "others" who are advisely me strongly, stand-up and call her bluff. Tell her either we are all in or we are all out.

We are certainly back to ground zero. PEA rush is high now. Its as if the affair never ended. Back to day 0.

And mentally and emotionally it is taking its toll.

I am playing it by ear for now...but it might all come to a head tonight.

M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11