Thanks Faith.

I have set her free physically, it's my detaching emotionally that I struggle with.

I'll be honest, I think about my family all the time, even when I am doing things I enjoy. I find my mind always playing back past event, or think what the future could have held. I know that's bad....

I have heard recently, she doesn't love me anymore, my kids are better off this way, she is never coming home, etc. I don't argue, but I will admit, they are daggers....big painful daggers. One thing I can say with complete honesty, I always loved my wife.

I was trying to find the recent developments on your sitch, can't find the most recent thread.

Thanks again. I read all advice, and try and put it into play.

I guess when someone doesn't love you, there isn't much to bust, just keep moving foward.


M-38
W-37
T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999)
S-5
S-2
Wife left 7/4/2010

"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?"
— Henry Rollins