I am a mess I know crazy

You are both correct. I just want to let go so I can move forward. I know I don't need his permission to do so - but i think I needed to say it.

I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.

I think I am in my own midlife crisis! I have lost a bunch of wieght, sexually frustrated, can't concentrate on anything for a long period of time, can't figure out what I want anymore. maybe my H will come here next and start posting about me!!!!!!!!

But at least I haven't lost my sense of humor! I can still smile and know that deep down I will be okay - really okay. I just need more time. I will get there.


TAMF
m:41
xh:41
T: 20
M: 15
D: 16
D: 14
Bomb dropped: 7/3/10
separated: 7/15/10
H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11
divorced: 8/26/12