Pei - I know that took a lot of stregnth to post what you just did. I also know that a big part of why you might not have posted this information earlier was because this is a board for people who essentially want thier marriage to work - they are "standing".
But the plain and simple truth is that we are all at our weakest right now in our lives and we just want someone to think about US for a change. I am doing it right now...talking to another guy. He puts a smile on my face from ear to ear just thinking about him. But I am really using him just to make myself feel better.I know this. I also know that deep down I really want this attention from my H.
Someone will get hurt, and it will be me. Again. Why does life have to be so complicated?
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
