I am not posting for a while...just not feeling like it anymore. too much going on in my head - told H I was letting him go. Still attached to me, he doesn't seem to be making any progress. I am not either. I love him, but I need to let go. I printed off edivorce information and gave it to him. He asked if we could wait to discuss until after the first of the year. I told him absolutely - I just wanted him to see the information and what it would take to file. We hugged for a long time and put it off once again. I am just so darn tired of everything.
Letting go. So important, pivotal really, to this entire process. We talk about actions being louder than words though TAMF, you do not need to TELL your H that you are letting him go, nor do you need to provide him with information regarding divorce. He's a big boy and can find that stuff on his own. Seriously. Do you want to be divorced? I'm guessing the answer to that question hasn't changed ...
Letting go and giving up are not the same thing ...
Tired? I bet. Who isn't. But what are you going to do about it?
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
