Hi Kissak....I wish you lived closer too . I'm doing OK...still have my down days....days when I really miss H and the family life we used to have....this weekend was kind of sentimental for me, even had a good cry....I can't believe it...we have been separated for over a year and I still cry over him...how long am I going to do that....maybe it's the Holiday Season approaching that makes me more nostalgic. This will be first Xmas without H. Mind you last Xmas he was home (1st False R) but it wasn't very merry anyway...actually it was very tense and stressful...you know walking on egg shells and trying to make him happy while he kind of pretends that he wants to be there while carrying on with OW....yuck
OW is in town for the weekend...even got a report form someone that they were seen together at a coffee shop...why do people have the need to tell me that????
Just booked a ski weekend away with my D....we need to get out of town over the Holidays...it will be good for us.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
. I'm doing OK...still have my down days....days when I really miss H and the family life we used to have....this weekend was kind of sentimental for me, even had a good cry....I can't believe it...we have been separated for over a year and I still cry over him...how long am I going to do that....maybe it's the Holiday Season approaching that makes me more nostalgic. This will be first Xmas without H. Mind you last Xmas he was home (1st False R) but it wasn't very merry anyway...actually it was very tense and stressful...you know walking on egg shells and trying to make him happy while he kind of pretends that he wants to be there while carrying on with OW....yuck
