Talk me out of it!

[DoneAfter10]

It's very difficult to not read into anything at this point b/c I want so desperately to find hope in anything. He is acting more like himself (the man I love and who loved me once upon a time) more often these days. I realize there is a very strong possibility he is still involved with the OW. Sometimes I wish not, but at other times I wish so b/c it will fizzle out sooner if he is with her.
Last Monday I approaced him about attending a marriage seminar. Validated that I understood he was finished with me, but that I wanted to be able to look our daughter in the eye and tell her we tried everything. He said, "Maybe." I didn't mention it anymore till next day and he wanted to look at the website for seminar, so I provided that info. Next day I asked him if he had looked at it. He had, but stated, "It is a marriage seminar." I told him that it would help us make sure we were doing the right thing by going through with the D. He agreed to talk with someone from the place doing the seminar. He did this on Thursday. He told the man he was leaning toward not coming (up until this point he has been totally resistant to any counseling). He sent me a text saying he had talked to the guy. I told him thanks and made sure his questions had been answered. I did not mention it anymore. Friday night he approaced me with the subject and asked if we could go to the one scheduled for January. I remained calm and nonchalant and said, "Sure, if you will go that is fine. I will get us enrolled." I left it at that.
So, I really feel this is good. I don't know what his intentions are in going. He knows it's a marriage workshop. He knows there is a possiblity it could change his mind about the D. So, I don't know if he is going to ease a guilty conscience (likely). I'm just thankful he is going. I've just got to keep up my DB over the next month and hope things stay on the right track.
Thanks for thinking I'm doing great. I feel crazy on the inside much of the time, but I try not to let him see it.