You sound alot like what I am going through. I am working the skills, and I want desperately for my H to come back to me, but I know as long as he is with OW then he will not be with me. I am only 4 weeks into this, but I know one thing, I have to take care of me. I KNOW how hard it is dealing with all these emotions. Especially when it comes to our children.
I don't believe my H is thinking clearly and will not, until he really admits what he is doing to himself. I can think pragmatically all the time, but I get in trouble when I let emotion get in the way.
You keep working on you and being the best mom and single woman out there. You don't have to date or even look at another man, but take care of yourself as if you would!
Prayers are with you!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
