Thank you so much BM. Knowing you have been there, the reassuring words, knowing that my H is just like everyone else with MLC, that there is hope, is so helpful. True, people here help me stay on track.

We were at church today. He does pray, even goes to communion. What I would give to know what he prays about! I looked at him at church, he seemed to have that inward look, aloof, flared nostrils....

He wants to do something fun today, even if the weather is blechy, but D is lazy.

I get worried though when he is like that, I am starting to be mistrustful of his motives. When he is being nice to me I think "is he planning to do something I won't like and is paving the way?"


But maybe in this situation it is best to be suspicious.


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go