Hi Wii! Sorry about your dad's hernia ... you are such a good son, and your mom a good wife. Despite his health, your dad is one lucky man. I am sure he deserves it.
I have been somewhat absent from the boards lately ... just starting to catch up, and glad I found your new-ish thread.
I have had my own spiritual crisis lately, but I try and hold on to my faith that there is a Heavenly Father and His Son, that we can pray to, and ask for help or just show gratitude for all we have. Sometimes, I think, religions/churches focus too much on the little details. I have not found a church locally.
I know how you feel about being important to people. I always feel insignificant, uncertain, shy, unless I am writing. Then I can say what is on my heart. But, in person, I always feel forgettable. Then, one day, I contacted an old best friend from more than 30 years ago, and she remembered me, and was so happy to be in contact again. An old boyfriend and I became reacquainted, and he was so thrilled. Whenever I need a laugh, he is the person I go to. I am starting to realize that there are angels everywhere, and I hope miracles to go along with them.
Take care.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim