H moved out on Friday. It was really tense leading up to him leaving. I am devasted. I have been trying really hard to not cry but this is such an emotional situation and the fact that I am 7 months pregnant does not help. We have had minimal contact via phone regarding out other children. He always says I love you before hanging up. He even text me saying "I love you all". I am reading DR and feel now that he is out of the house I can really do a 180. Today I went out and got a xmass tree (normally his job) and got the stuff down out of the garage. He offered to do this but I told him that I got it.
Since I am pregnant i am limited to where I can go and what i can do outside of my home. I have been trying to cut the conversations short. H is always asking how I am doing and I just say fine or I will be ok. I would normally tell him I am not feeling well, have been crying etc. this is a 180 for me. Fake it to you make it.
I am on these boards constantly throughout the day and find them very helpful. I feel so lost and sad and cannot believe I am in this position. Any support/suggestions would be welcomed and appreciated.
